last week was not my best week at work. 6 days long. parties almost everyday. people screwing things up. i yelled at my 30+year old dominican co worker. i was in a bad mood. he screwed up and then i yelled at him because it wasn't his first time. i think he may have cried a little bit to my boss. then my boss told me not to yell at people. someone has to have balls enough in our kitchen to tell people when they are screwing up. apparently that's me. it was just a stressful looong week. everything hurts on my body.

i'm determined to make this week better. it's only a 4 day work week. i have to work on my plans for my top chef video. it's halloween (which means it will be a little slower). and i'm making and selling candy apples in the bakery. maybe if i start this week on a more positive note it will go better. let's hope.

top chef is doing a show called just desserts. the open casting call for new york is november 8th. it's before work so i get to go. fingers crossed for me.

shit. i need to leave for work.