Sunday, September 14, 2008

i'm awkward.

on friday night one of the servers had three of his friends from san fransico come to eat. they all had to be around 25 and cute, and pretty successfull. well after sending them desserts all three of them ask if they could marry me. i went out and talk to them for a while. one was so cute and seemed to really enjoy talking to me. all i could think about is how awkward i am. i am not smooth what so ever. i get all nervous and i don't know who to look at or what to say and i stumble over words. i wish i could be one of those cute, confident girls that everyone wants to get to know.

business has been slow. not a fan of that. although we do have a few big parties next week. still, what's the point of working on a sinking ship?

2 comments:

Daniel Saravia said...

Beth it feels like i wrote this cause this happened to me like 2 days ago! lol

annelise said...

i feel like there are people who will find our awkward insecurity charming eventually. i haven't found them yet but i'll let you know when i do.