i left work at 7:30 on a friday night.

i don't want to talk about how depressing work is.

i have some new pictures to post but i have to wait until my new computer comes next week. i tend to buy myself presents around christmas time. i blame this on lack of boyfriends around the holidays. someone should buy me something amazing and exactly what i want, so i might as well do it for myself. regardless, this was out of necessity this time, since my computer power cord died and i can't buy a new one i was forced to invest in a new one.

been listening to mercy me by alkaline trio and this song by the cardigans an awful lot lately. at least i'm not only listening to regina specktor and the besties. guess my heartbreak is mending. its a good sign that i don't think about him all the time and that when i do i don't feel like my chest is going to cave in and i might throw up. i don't think anyone here really knows what i'm talking about. and it should be that way. i don't talk about my feelings all that often.

one time annelise one told me "girls like us are too good for most regular boys...we go for ones who have some sort of cred, that to everyone else makes them seem above, but we know they are still just boys, we know secrets"

same truth (4 or 5 years later) just a different kind of boy.